May 2012
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“But it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once and it’s too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.”
— American...
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I am way too exhausted for words today.
Arguing is a waste of time. I either get annoyed way too easily… or I’m just surrounded by incompetence.
I hate people -_-
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Pep talk.
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I told myself it wasn’t worth a single tear
Took a deep breath in
And said, “Life goes on”.
I am a complex individual with a simple set of instructions: Do not break.
I know people say that it’s okay to cry, I just don’t remember the last time I let myself. I just feel that crying would mean I’ve lost control. And to me, nothing could be worse than...
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I’m constantly keeping myself busy and preoccupied in the best ways I’ve conditioned myself to know how, through work and school. Mostly because I think that too much free time is a waste of time but partly because if I’m always busy, at least I won’t have time to have negative thoughts. I use…
I’m young (23) but I’ve lived through a lot of different experiences and...
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I’m constantly keeping myself busy and preoccupied in the best ways I’ve conditioned myself to know how, through work and school. Mostly because I think that too much free time is a waste of time but partly because if I’m always busy, at least I won’t have time to have negative thoughts. I use making money as an excuse to keep my distance from getting close to other people....
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The only thing I don’t like about being the youngest child is that my parents will always see me as their little baby. My brother for instance, he’s never home. I probably see him once every other week, if I’m lucky. But my parents don’t even give his whereabouts a second thought. He’s an unemployed graduate living off of my parent’s credit card, spending...
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I've been busy.
That is all.
“Don’t ever mistake my silence for ignorance, my calmness for acceptance, or my...”
– (via ventilated)
Fuck a brush.
Messy untamed hair, all day.
If you can’t trust other people then chances are you don’t trust yourself.
throwing lamps at people who need to lighten up
Honeymoon Phase.
Am I the only one that doesn’t like it? Don’t get me wrong, it’s nice feeling butterflies and all that xoxo and shit. But it doesn’t feel as real as when you’re in mid relationship. Honeymoon phase is when you’re completely blind to the other person’s flaws, every minute of the day consists of some sweet nothing for each other, fighting hasn’t quite...
I realize that I come off way more cynical than I actually am. Life is too serious to take seriously. When people are sad or over-dramatic, I tend to lack a lot of empathy. I don’t sympathize very often because I feel as if…. no one’s forcing you to be that way. It’s not the end of the world. When people let small things ruin their entire day, I kind of don’t…....
My friend asked me if I’ve ever approached a guy before… and honestly? I haven’t. He asked me, “Why?” and I replied by saying, “I’m not looking for anyone, Id rather wait. He can find me”. My friend thought I was crazy. He started talking shit about how women should approach the guys and how hard it is to always do shit for a woman.
Like…...
Will you be my medicine man? Put your hand on my...
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Boring classes seem to go by much faster when the only thing you can think about is sex. Sometimes, I’ll even mentally rate each classmate’s sex appeal with “I would” or “I wouldn’t”.
And even if they don’t go by as quickly, at least I stay awake.
When I'm sick, I hate everything.
I. Hate. Everything.
“Kiss me a question, ask me again with your eyes and I’ll answer with my...”
Long Distance.
Truth is, I see more beauty and have more respect for long distance relationships than relationships that bloom down the street from each other. Even if I have never experienced it, it has to be the most rewarding, if done right, right? Of course, they aren’t for everybody and a lot of the time the people who are involved in them are self deluded, or naive. I’m so used to having a...
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Even if I wasn’t happy, you would never know it.
Grow up.
I hate when people put up facades with me. As if they feel like they need to act a certain way to seem more endearing because, apparently, being yourself just isn’t good enough. I hate it when I fall for it and find out, over time, that they’re exactly the opposite of what I had expected. Like, what?
It’s such a waste of time for everybody. Some people spend so much time putting...
I choose to be single because it’s easier, for me. It just makes more sense. I’m the type of person who doesn’t need to rectify my existence through a significant other, which explains why I’m so selective with whom I choose to date. A lot of the times it’s hard to find individuals who have that same mentality to pair up with. Instead, most people need validation,...
You reap what you sow.
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April 2012
The easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly.
